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It's hard to imagine...harmless attractions starts harboring passion~
Part of your happiness is expressed with sex on the carpets and matress~
It's all good with the jargon and laughing....
Til something startling happens...and you realize you're caught in a hazard~
that's when thoughts start toppling backwards...
like it would have been smart if you practiced part of the abstinence they taught you in classes...
but now here's when the arguments happen....
cuz her telling you, you would be a father has brought you some sadness......
happiness is your farthest reaction....
and trying to explain it to her is hard when you're lacking, heart and compassion...
you thinking about your future...what you thought that would happen...
now your plans, dreams, goals...all parts of em stagnant.....
Should you dip and make your daughter a bastard....
abortion? I've seen marches and tablets, couldn't live with the thought or the action...
Think hard, but it's dark with distractions....
Part of it tragic....like how to provide a home when the market is slacking....
Thoughts of being father is massive.....
And how well can ol girl play the mom role, she's hardly an actress...
I'm reading books, even started my fact-list...
learning how to raise a child with different authors and tactics...
taking notice of how the baby moves and even charting its action....
pray to God I'll be ready when she starts her contractions......
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this was pretty amazing.. impressive use of your multis and vocab on this one, and i thought the flow went pretty well.. some of the lines were longer but the multis could keep it alive.. good job you impressed me, thats hard to do..
If this is the same GL that used to battle back in the day....Welcome back kid. Good topical...flow on point as usual.
what up wize....
i'm still alive....lol. I've been around, but just stopped posting.
this was just some current "get off my chest" $hit I just felt like dropping.
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Feeling nervous....I still feel like my words stuck...
haven't heard much, except she's up to the third month...
more curves, plus....her attitude and her nerve sucks...
but we'll mature once, this first trimester of term's up.....
Hope more support will turn up....cuz so far it's been turned down...
Her mom's not happy...her pops got a stern frown.....
my moms don't know, no courage in words found.......
nor could I confess it to my dad, so I'm hiding the birth now......
Her folks question college, what kinda grades she gone earn now....
but no dean of admissions, could teach us the **** we gone learn now....
I kneel to the dirt ground....send prayers to Christ......
thanking him twice....yet stiill asking for favors in life....
hope we can stay and unite, and make it aight....
And when the baby's in sight, give us wisdom to start raising it right.....
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"...u gotta be the dumbest around...couldn't afford the xbox 360, so u copped the old one and spun it around" - www.myspace.com/cylenceva
Fourth month...shorty's stomach is stretching it out bigger....
morning sickness, cold flashes, she sweating with while shivers...
I'm stressing it out with her, I get pestered with mild tempers....
But I smile, cuz this trimester we're detecting the child's gender...
She's thinking it's a boy, I'm thinking a daughter...
She thinking of Pokemon', I'm thinking of Dora....
We playing games, with baby names, from Zeke to Amora....
Thoughts of my future keep me up all night like sleeping disorders...
Life, completely disordered - I mean, I'm sorta prepared...
But it's different - if you've never had a child before, that's important, your scared...~
Taking classes from cleaning diapers to supporting its head....
to bottle feeding, and proper sleeping when its snoring in bed....
Still nervous bout being a dad, but I'm feeling the part...
And still nervous bout seeing my dad...he's still in the dark...
And my moms hasn't heard of it either....
Yeah, I know - I feel bad, I ain't trying to hurt or deceive her...
Very soon I'll make them sit down...
But the **** now - is finding future daycare centers that babysit now...~
Plus, I'm thinking of a good location to raise the kids now....
Thinking of ways to get, major ****, to make my kid proud....
Whirlwind testing me....girlfriend expecting me....
to handle all the extra-things, like picking items for the registry.....
I'm new to pregnancy, things be confusing me....
I can't even pick out the difference between high chairs or booster seats......
Keep learning in future weeks, I'll gain intelligence later...
watch her belly's behavior, and try effort to make her have a healthier labor....
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"...u gotta be the dumbest around...couldn't afford the xbox 360, so u copped the old one and spun it around" - www.myspace.com/cylenceva
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Fourth month...shorty's stomach is stretching it out bigger....
morning sickness, cold flashes, she sweating with while shivers...
I'm stressing it out with her, I get pestered with mild tempers....
But I smile, cuz this trimester we're detecting the child's gender...
She's thinking it's a boy, I'm thinking a daughter...
She thinking of Pokemon', I'm thinking of Dora....
We playing games, with baby names, from Zeke to Amora....
Thoughts of my future keep me up all night like sleeping disorders...
Life, completely disordered - I mean, I'm sorta prepared...
But it's different - if you've never had a child before, that's important, your scared...~
Taking classes from cleaning diapers to supporting its head....
to bottle feeding, and proper sleeping when its snoring in bed....
Still nervous bout being a dad, but I'm feeling the part...
And still nervous bout seeing my dad...he's still in the dark...
And my moms hasn't heard of it either....
Yeah, I know - I feel bad, I ain't trying to hurt or deceive her...
Very soon I'll make them sit down...
But the **** now - is finding future daycare centers that babysit now...~
Plus, I'm thinking of a good location to raise the kids now....
Thinking of ways to get, major ****, to make my kid proud....
Whirlwind testing me....girlfriend expecting me....
to handle all the extra-things, like picking items for the registry.....
I'm new to pregnancy, things be confusing me....
I can't even pick out the difference between high chairs or booster seats......
Keep learning in future weeks, I'll gain intelligence later...
watch her belly's behavior, and try effort to make her have a healthier labor....
man i really felt this whole f..ing part kid...cuz itīs so true. i donīt know if you havinīa kid or not if so good luck. if not...well regardless the description of emotion is well put kid.
good isht right here. and like i said...and yes cominīfrom me you have one of the best flows out here. granted itīs usually the same..lol. but itīs still flawless for real.
and yeah, it's real, due date 1/5/08. This is my first one, so it's sort of a stress relief for me just to get the feelings out. thanks for checkin...
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...Father MC...
what up wize....
