Rejection....

[Irish-dipstick]

...i feel like you dont even care
i would live in hell just to be with you
...i feel like a ghost am i really there
and i cant let go cause all the pain we been through
...what you think i didn't feel when my kids died
...yeah well i did when you wheren't around i cried
didn't do it when you were around tried to be strong
didnt want to remind you of the times that went wrong
is the passion gone?
...
no i relit the fire kept it going for months on after
i cried in private i was public with my laughter
anything you wanted i got no matter how far
even turned to god yet he let me be scared
now i remain a shell filled with anger and hate
yet i still have that feeling love on sight like our first date
when your worried your always calling me
when we fight i die inside and wonder is it ME?
now im a cribble of the man i used to be
everyone noticed i changed it was all for you
...
life is hard but with you it seems possible
you fight with me over simple things it seems impossible
how can i keep this life with you and balance the rest
i just feel like lifting this knife and throwing it to my chest
lights out darkness begins long sleep
6 or 8 feet deep the sun doesn't boil my skin
you cant see me anymore cant hear me
now i believe that you can see and think clearly
how i meant to you and you wish for one last date
sorry my beautiful bride but were against time its far too late....

[homeyjay]

...i feel like you dont even care
i would live in hell just to be with you
...i feel like a ghost am i really there
and i cant let go cause all the pain we been through
...what you think i didn't feel when my kids died
...yeah well i did when you wheren't around i cried
didn't do it when you were around tried to be strong
didnt want to remind you of the times it went wrong
is the passion gone?
...
no i relit the fire kept it going for months on after
i cried in private i was public with my laughter
anything you wanted i got no matter have far
even turned to god yet he let me be scared
now i remain a shell filled with anger and hate
yet i still have that feeling love on sight like our first date
when your worried your always calling me
when we fight i die inside and wonder is it ME?
now im a cribble of the man i used to be
everyone noticed i changed it was all for you
...
life is hard but with you it seems possible
you fight with me over simple things it seems impossible
how can i keep this life with you and balance the rest
i just feel like lifting this knife and throwing to my chest
lights out darkness begins long sleep
6 or 8 feet deep the sun doesn't boil my skin
you cant see me anymore can here me
now i believe that you can see and think clearly
how i meant to you and you wish for one last date
sorry my beautiful bride but were against time its far too late....
My first response was wow!, I don't know if this real life or imaginary.
If it's the real deal then I feel for ya' way to show the pain.
If it's imaginary then way to go with life's saga w/relationships.
Haven't seen you post in a while so I'm guessing this piece is real,
and also the reason why, good post way to stay da course,
postin' the I.D. way and to not conform with the norm.
we don't have to eat milktoast if we don't want to
keep doin' what ya do and stay being true.
goodin'

[Irish-dipstick]

My first response was wow!, I don't know if this real life or imaginary.
If it's the real deal then I feel for ya' way to show the pain.
If it's imaginary then way to go with life's saga w/relationships.
Haven't seen you post in a while so I'm guessing this piece is real,
and also the reason why, good post way to stay da course,
postin' the I.D. way and to not conform with the norm.
we don't have to eat milktoast if we don't want to
keep doin' what ya do and stay being true.
goodin'

yeah it real only bit imaginary was the death bit as you probably realise lol nah man ima try and get back to the regular been busy with work and what not.

[homeyjay]

yeah it real only bit imaginary was the death bit as you probably realise lol nah man ima try and get back to the regular been busy with work and what not.

AYO, work is a good thing, keeps my behind out of trouble. Good to see postin' again.

[dat boy rh]

Sweet!!!
:yes: