when push comes to shove

[the ancient]

so much to give, so little time
i settle for, not settle on
the one I touched is too tough
counting sacrifices of the lonely
suicidal tendencies stretched thin
stress
blackness overbearing, one breath left
a lifetime of regret
suck it all in
feel death and the stench of arms
a weak animal waiting for the end
my love is as subjective as your tolerance of stress
ignoring me as though I am see through
that I may be... see through, but I see you
my hands fall to my side as empty as this life of lies we live by
the web entangled, the jingle of change as I walk
a line draw into the ground from a hell bent pace I go back and forth back and forth
if I knew your honest intentions I would be fine
but I live on the edge of fate
and that situation is the only one I create
silence becomes her
harbor anger and rage until it spoils over
what am I?
destined to repeat the same
try try try mr nice guy
no stability steming from an inhability to find a balanced woman
I cry, I die ... I die inside
when life is realised as just mine

[slave2aplaya]

I got drawn into this so quickly, my fave bit being :

"ignoring me as though I am see through
that I may be... see through, but I see you
my hands fall to my side as empty as this life of lies we live by"

Loved it

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