Trojanman
06-07-07, 01:00 PM
my eyes are burning me
bleach is smelling all over the place
another wasted day of my life
why bother living when i know what lays tomorrow
the belt around my waist
is tired of being around my pants
just like i'm tired of existing
i guess it would look better
being around my neck
and tried to the pole in my bathroom or closet
i'll choke on my own saliva, feel the pressure of my veins
around my neck cause my eyes to pop out
my tounge to stick out my throat
my lungs to weeze
and my diaghram to collapse forever
my mom opens the closet to see her son
is a casuality of himself
why do i feel like this?
maybe i should buy myself a gun
and a packet of hollow point bullets
insert the clips in the mag
cock the whistle back
and let it turn my vision black
insert it in my mouth
like what my mom should have done with me
insert of putting it in her fertile cavity
feel my jaws stretch
the last feeling before i squeeze the bullets into the back of my neck
my brains all over my room
my mattress
the floor
my brain stem hanging out of my head
my eyes are bloody red from the rupture
i bleed for a final time.
bleach is smelling all over the place
another wasted day of my life
why bother living when i know what lays tomorrow
the belt around my waist
is tired of being around my pants
just like i'm tired of existing
i guess it would look better
being around my neck
and tried to the pole in my bathroom or closet
i'll choke on my own saliva, feel the pressure of my veins
around my neck cause my eyes to pop out
my tounge to stick out my throat
my lungs to weeze
and my diaghram to collapse forever
my mom opens the closet to see her son
is a casuality of himself
why do i feel like this?
maybe i should buy myself a gun
and a packet of hollow point bullets
insert the clips in the mag
cock the whistle back
and let it turn my vision black
insert it in my mouth
like what my mom should have done with me
insert of putting it in her fertile cavity
feel my jaws stretch
the last feeling before i squeeze the bullets into the back of my neck
my brains all over my room
my mattress
the floor
my brain stem hanging out of my head
my eyes are bloody red from the rupture
i bleed for a final time.