Tough to get up

[Courtdog]

Lately.. My life has been filled wit stress
I dont even know if I have the will for the test
Suicidal thoughts.. how did I get in this mess?
In a contest against death, more or less
And to me it seems likely... They dont like me
That goes for everyone from SOHH to the wifey
Maybe I'm trippin? You could say that I might be
But I dont feel that way slightly, not even in the slightest
Thats not whats golden like somethin touched by King Midas
I was holdin on to a Dream like Martin
But life made me harden sohh now I'm ready to be a spartan
Kill all yall niqqaz, leave your crew on a carton
Once the killings begin to happen, there's no restartin
SOHH pay attention, cries for help, they say he mentioned
The way he felt to his best friends
They learnin lessons, cuz of situations I confessed to them
The moral is love thy self & fucck the rest of them
Especially, the fake ones, second guessin em'
I'm addressin 'em
Put the press on them, if I have to, A preacher will bless them
When I blast you?, its destined

I'm in a bad mood...