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persia
05-10-07, 07:45 PM
Your goal is to fill me with fear
Every time my happiness draws near
Take all that makes me whole
Turn it into something unlike i ever was before
Does your threat of taking all that gives me joy placate you?
Make you feel like u are more of a man than what i see in you?
Crazy is not the word to describe the line which you have crossed
Unable to see why my trust in you has been lost
You say that to leave you would be my demise
and me to test you and your dead eyes
All hint of humanity long lost and forgotten
Only left a would that's more dead than rotten
Yet you wonder why in your presence the me you first knew is no longer
A woman different from the others, more capable, willing and stronger
Still didnt hold enough braun to be immune to your poisonous wrath
Now just another skeleton along the littered path
Never to know what true peace of mind and safety feels like again
Never wanting to wait and see if the next new face is friend or foe
You changed all that I once knew as trust
Whats worse is I allowed you in under the guise of lust
Determined not to let my heart be accessed
I let in the devil and allowed him to trample a life which had been blessed
And for that sin, my penance has been decided
What so they have to do with the havoc that my ill decision provided
That for which you perceive as indescrestions
Losing all that I love in this world will be my final lesson
When did I become worth that much to someone other than myself
When did i become the doll for only your shelf
Possession is nine tenths of the the law of man
Happily, you cash in on that theory as my life ends at your hand

Nadira...Rare
05-11-07, 06:36 PM
Speak sista girl! I wish I didn't understand this so much

persia
05-12-07, 12:57 AM
Speak sista girl! I wish I didn't understand this so much
thanks mama- this one still needs some work in my mind tho- it doesnt flow right

Nadira...Rare
05-13-07, 08:11 PM
thanks mama- this one still needs some work in my mind tho- it doesnt flow right
your welcome... but sometimes you have to let go of how it flows and just let flow, poets are never satisfied, it's tight to me

persia
05-13-07, 09:17 PM
your welcome... but sometimes you have to let go of how it flows and just let flow, poets are never satisfied, it's tight to me
thanks