inspired

[Trojanman]

32 lives wasted because of me
maybe i was the dude that pulled the trigger
indirectly speaking
two guns used
to defuse the abuse
in that man's lives
i don't hate him, i sympathize with him
he just couldn't deal with his pain
maybe he went on sohh
and saw the idea from my "two gun robbery on tlr" thread
where i came in a thread with two guns drawns
aimed at the ladies room crowd
through words
and figured that he'd do what i think about doing when i'm mad but never acted on
maybe he saw my blog
and felt encouraged to
fire off those rounds
i don't feel guilty though because
i'm not guilty
i actually feel good
because somebody was listening
i have the feeling in the pit of my stomach
that this might be misunderstood
as a cry for help or the wrong message
but read deeply