Icebox Dream Mix (My Heart Stay Cold Edition...)

[Verbinh]

Most know that since it's inception, ICEBOX has been my joint. And it seems like everytime i think about a particular person, certain (mostly painful) thoughts always come back in my mind and i can't do shiit about it. Do you know what it's like to love somebody (actually, your first love), then have them leave you for the guy that hurt her most?

Almost four years since that happened, you see her again. Turns out she just broke up with that dude... and you were the last individual who really got into her heart prior to reconnecting with the guy you said was a no good asshole. But I simped... and i lost.

She came back into my life but it seems like she doens't even know i exist anymore. When we around our circle of friends, she doesn't interact with me for shiit... so i want to dedicate this joint to the lost souls of the world still trying to find their way out of their internal (and eternal) ICEBOX's.


To love somebody who doesn't feel the same way is heartache to the umphed degree, real talk.


When i saw her again... i thought shiit would be back to square one with her. But that's not the case and i just gotta give her time to heal.



Realize game though... it initially hurt your boy real bad when she left me for her ex-dude. He ripped her heart something serious and i wanted to be that pacemaker that kept her alive...


She didn't want it no more and i had no say in her decision. This is my icebox.


*plays Icebox instrumental to the background*



*actual entry below...*

[Verbinh]

Intro forward:

Damn, I don’t even know what’s going on anymore. It’s like I was a little person that fell into a massive Slurpee machine… and it’s so cold inside, but I don’t have the physical capacity to get myself out. Stuck and it’s sticky and depressing. So I let the song cry, cuz it’s all I know…

Eh yo… feel the flow real quick…


This is the realest shiit i ever wrote...


First impression of you, thought you were a drama queen in disguise.
Considered you naïve, like a teen with no eyes.
But the more we corresponded, you later seemed to be wise.
Flirtatious with your talk, a definite tease in my life
Played a little hard to get at first, kinda mean with your bite.
But your fondness for me grew like a sunrise, the beamiest light.
Mentioned that he hurt you bad, like you was Tina, he Ike!
So I consoled you with my arms and helped ya recover with no fee or a price.
It was a given that I simped, but you know how B is so nice!
Told you I was real, glad that you were fleeing that guy.
Every moment spent with you seemed of drugs, like puffin’ weed to get high
Conversations on the phone, hours they would last when we speak thru the night
Random ass days, show up at my door like a sneaky surprise
Nights when we used to kick, pour out a lil liquor and I’m squeezin’ them thighs.
Ideas of you were pure, never thought about skeetin’ my pipe
Didn’t mind just holding hands, but I could freak if you like?!?!
Reminisce about our outings, Chinese food chronicles when you sneezin’ the rice.
HA! HA!
First place is to be with you, the ultimate and dreamiest prize.
Good things they come to end when I was breathing my sighs
Told me you were going back to him, quickly I died
Suddenly you bounce without a word and my heart began to bleed, seeped with a knife
Seriously thought that I’d be on my knees, saying “please be my wife!”
I couldn't believe the departure, but when you leave I just cried
Cuz you left like it meant nothing, another breeze drifting by.
For the last few years, my soul was trapped in an icebox, never peace in my mind
I became a cold heart, lost in a dessert and eventually dried.

Fast forward to spring break 07, saw you at the disco, couldn’t believe my own eyes.

It was like an aura of the heavens, resurrected feelings oh my.
Like my prayers have been answered, always reaching for christ
Now it seems like he hurt you again… so many tears I could wipe!
Got your guard up like a boxer, defense on the rise
Post-breakup got you sad, but I could be your relief, that ain’t no lie!
You know I’m not like others. Think I’d be deceiving you, why?
I know you got memories, please say they survived
If something comes back, doesn’t mean it was meant to be… they feedin’ the hype
But now i'm just another crater in your lonely galaxy sky






I just want her to know that she doesn't have to hurt no more and i want to be the OnStar button in her life... there for her 24/7 whenever she needs me. No questions asked.

And that's real talk.

[boriquaking]

Do you know what it's like to love somebody (actually, your first love), then have them leave you for the guy that hurt her most?


i feel you on that bro.....same thing happened to me....im still hurtin.....

:begins to play icebox:


been a few months n im still :sad: