Mindless

[Courtdog]

Whats sohh wrong w/suicide?
.. if you dont wanna live your life
You might have kidz & a wife
Throat gets slit w/a knife
Ya bleedin'...

Blasphamous heathens start greiving
Once its time to start leaving
They always seem to forget the preceeding
What is the actual fucckin meaning???
The meaning of life
The misleading or living trife
Everyones on some thug s#it
Drug s#it
This world, what becomes of it?

I wonder quick, yet still stuggle, then I succomb to it
Back on the block, hustlin
All the tools to the trouble kit
I might even bubble it sohh I can double it?
Then double flip
Or get a grip w/reality, no THE UNIVERSE..

Sohh when my times comes for the hearse
And the entity that iz me is dispersed
I hope my grandmother is who I see first..
I know she seez the worst, granny I'm sorry
I needz to make ends meat
The ugly side of life is sohh tempting, and I'm not exempt..

Seriously, I'm verklempt
Wish right now, I could smoke on some hemp
While I repent for all my sins..
Always, anew begins
Its a cycle... but does anybody win
Victory is in the eye of the beholder
I'd sculpt her
Yet @ the same time therez too many vultures
Sohh then your plan faulters
Cuz everyone iz tryna eat
Lie to compete
Claim the street
Others play the game, yet remain discreet
I choose to aim the heat
Blood on my feet
Hole in my head, I'm mindless...





No muthafuccka I'm dead!

R.I.P.

[Courtdog]

Afterlife is ahead
I shed the spineless act
After my time is cap'd
Will I relax?
Baskin' in the glory of our highness
In an army of the universes finest
While on earth, I question my worth
And take a long look @ who stands beside us..

Who stands beside me
And will this person or thing guide me
Or is this person or thing, lyin' to me?
Finally I reach peace once my heart beats cease
And I dont have to deal w/the beast
I wont have to worry about yeast
Or anger increases
Just chillin above your ceilings w/jesus
When its my time to go
Is when you'll really need us..

Come save me Joe Louis
Come save me my dear clueless
If judas had a sister, then I probably kissed her
Then after she stabbed me in the back
I still miss her
Stuck in a rut of a mental twister
Now try to picture..

Why picture when the pictures been painted
Its a lil tainted
Yet still a beaut, aint it?
Its life alright
And I'm sick of fightin night after night
After night!
After tonight, thatz no longer how I live my life
No longer looking in hindsight
Now that I got my mind right
I'm scared... I think the lord is gonna get me
I'm not scared to go, I just dont wanna go too quickly
I still got stuff to acheive before I leave
But I guess it dont matter
Cuz I cant take none of it with me...