Love Hater

[Mr.November+]

A keystyle of emotion..




I never really understood the full meaning of that term
But I grasp that today my heart it truly in now able to discern
I in turn hold back tears and anger hot enough to make paper burn
When family aint family and friends aint friends that to me is a sin
When you finally realize that they werent attached to you
Not like you to them you were attached from the moment it all begin
But now you have no next of kin it makes me draw within
That initial cold air down you spine that your heart sends
Makes you cut of your phone with thoughts of never making amends
Is when I realize that I was a love hater
A hate thats is greater than when a mate cheats
Or when in the playoffs your favorite team got beat
When you realize that you were alone
That your whole life they were really frontin something you just cant condone
A love hater...
If my face show malcontent or an emptyness
Im not mad or sad just a body floating with expressionless feelings
Please excuse me I somewhat of a perfectionist
A love hater..
They your family but really what does that say
That is okay to stick it to you and the feel no remorse
B/c your all family it and you will get over..ummm any one of these days
Never again that for sure I will guard for anymore pain I have to endure
And hate is such strong word but I have strong emotions