SEMPERFI
12-21-06, 06:37 AM
Dear Mom,
i know i never told-you-enough//
that i love you,but i do...and i hope-you-be-tough//
im proud of you ma,for raising all these kids-up-right//
even if that meant that you had to get-up-nights//
and sing the baby back to sleep cuz you would melt-when-he-cries//
but that baby was me and as i grew,i felt-i-would-die//
but not like this, in my room, by my own-gun//
ready to blow-one hole in my head,telling my self dont-run//
it was never the way you raised me,
you did just perfect//
i was just hurt-and didnt think my life was really worth-it//
dont blame yourself ma, your a hard working mother-of-four//
i didnt wanna suffer-no-more, just be glad i didnt have to
suffer-through-war//
i couldnt take living here,hearing shots-everynight//
id rather be at home being chased by the cops-everynight//
ma i love you, its about time-to-be-gettin//
on with this whole thing...dont worry,ill find-you-in-heavin//
i know the bible says youll go to hell for takin-your-life//
but i killed an Iraqian today now im just makin-it-right//
a life for a life, no matter how evil-their-soul//
their human too mom, and their people-you-know?//
i cant live knowing i took away somebodys-baby//
so now im going to put good use to this gun-that-they-gave-me//
and erase one killer from the face-of-this-earth//
i know these words are probobly just makin-it-hurt//
but ma,i have to go now,my hand-is-sore//
tell president bush that Josh said "Damn-this-War"//
im just a contract murderer, hired-by-Bush//
im sick of killing,but suddenly im not to tired-to-push//
this trigger, that is pressed-to-my-temple//
god wont send me to hell,
i heard if you kill for others safety then i guess-he'll-accept-you//
Love you ma...
"BLAM BLAM"
i know i never told-you-enough//
that i love you,but i do...and i hope-you-be-tough//
im proud of you ma,for raising all these kids-up-right//
even if that meant that you had to get-up-nights//
and sing the baby back to sleep cuz you would melt-when-he-cries//
but that baby was me and as i grew,i felt-i-would-die//
but not like this, in my room, by my own-gun//
ready to blow-one hole in my head,telling my self dont-run//
it was never the way you raised me,
you did just perfect//
i was just hurt-and didnt think my life was really worth-it//
dont blame yourself ma, your a hard working mother-of-four//
i didnt wanna suffer-no-more, just be glad i didnt have to
suffer-through-war//
i couldnt take living here,hearing shots-everynight//
id rather be at home being chased by the cops-everynight//
ma i love you, its about time-to-be-gettin//
on with this whole thing...dont worry,ill find-you-in-heavin//
i know the bible says youll go to hell for takin-your-life//
but i killed an Iraqian today now im just makin-it-right//
a life for a life, no matter how evil-their-soul//
their human too mom, and their people-you-know?//
i cant live knowing i took away somebodys-baby//
so now im going to put good use to this gun-that-they-gave-me//
and erase one killer from the face-of-this-earth//
i know these words are probobly just makin-it-hurt//
but ma,i have to go now,my hand-is-sore//
tell president bush that Josh said "Damn-this-War"//
im just a contract murderer, hired-by-Bush//
im sick of killing,but suddenly im not to tired-to-push//
this trigger, that is pressed-to-my-temple//
god wont send me to hell,
i heard if you kill for others safety then i guess-he'll-accept-you//
Love you ma...
"BLAM BLAM"