Mr.November+
11-21-06, 11:41 AM
I search into the depths of my heart to understand my position
Listening to every heartbeat to figure out whats truly my mission
I been on this earth 26 yrs strong and still i feel i dont quite belong
I dont want to live this life without knowing its true meaning
In the beginning it seem like it was the fast life
but its trife no real satistfication to many people with guns while im carrying only a knife
Then it seem like it was getting money and material wealth
But for it people will contemplate robbing you in stealth
Taking your cash while they enjoying ruining your health
Nothing seem heartfelt everthing I enjoy in reality the soul it destroy
Then I had Amaiyah and from her infancy I was concerned with my legacy
What will I pass on to her my only child ways to live life with a fake smile?
I would walk miles underneath the ocean to understand life trials
and to pass the knowledge to my daughter even for only an instance
Then I realized that it was for her that i would travel to any distance
She was the reason Im out grinding to make her life comfortable
Working three jobs to give her the things most will never see
Offer opportunites to her that wasnt given to me
A better education real time advice so she can adjust to any situation
With a world thats full of hatred I will try my best to keep her sacred
Help her deal with new age problems that she will be face with
B/c the only reparation to be given will be from me and my careful preparation
And in time maybe she would see what truly is her destiny to be
Because of her I have found mine And thats worth any goldmine
Listening to every heartbeat to figure out whats truly my mission
I been on this earth 26 yrs strong and still i feel i dont quite belong
I dont want to live this life without knowing its true meaning
In the beginning it seem like it was the fast life
but its trife no real satistfication to many people with guns while im carrying only a knife
Then it seem like it was getting money and material wealth
But for it people will contemplate robbing you in stealth
Taking your cash while they enjoying ruining your health
Nothing seem heartfelt everthing I enjoy in reality the soul it destroy
Then I had Amaiyah and from her infancy I was concerned with my legacy
What will I pass on to her my only child ways to live life with a fake smile?
I would walk miles underneath the ocean to understand life trials
and to pass the knowledge to my daughter even for only an instance
Then I realized that it was for her that i would travel to any distance
She was the reason Im out grinding to make her life comfortable
Working three jobs to give her the things most will never see
Offer opportunites to her that wasnt given to me
A better education real time advice so she can adjust to any situation
With a world thats full of hatred I will try my best to keep her sacred
Help her deal with new age problems that she will be face with
B/c the only reparation to be given will be from me and my careful preparation
And in time maybe she would see what truly is her destiny to be
Because of her I have found mine And thats worth any goldmine