Some Times

[MESO]

Some Times
it's all fun til somebodies bleedin
i got to humble myself, before that time is needed
forgive me
sometimes I don't know how to live
your guidance I seek without a tear
I hope you know it's sincere
myself is what I fear
too hard headed to hear when your words are clear
forgive me
i can't help but feel stupid sometimes
when I respond impatiently
i can't get low enough
i can't think, I erupt
saving all this anger and distrust
i gotta hold them up
and say please
forgive me
I got problems thinking
many problems sinking,
i'm not all that wrong
it wasn't that bad
heart backing my tongue
with the evil that's showing up
forgive me
I got out here to show my stuff
proving I ain't growin up
I left my man behind
just to show him up
I got the win, but what I'm holding up
ain't my principles, father
please forgive me
I couldn't wait to write something new
it aint' take much energy, but I act like it due
for goodness sake, I even act like I do
Just to prove something foolish
to all the people that shouldn't be in the room
when I ask you to forgive me
just let me apologize to you
sometimes I feel it's all I can do
ask the Lord to forgive me
for putting all this on you
forgive me