looking through the window

[homeyjay]

looking through the window
i slowly take in the view
but i cannot comprehend
again i'm thinking of you
now when i go out to eat
the table's for one not two
i sit and glare at the plate
while playing with my food
so i drink instead of eating
wander the streets at night
this feeling is defeating me
can't seem to shake this plight
thought i was glad you're gone
it's much better sleeping alone
morphed into a death sentence
so i often stay at home
never was the socialite
don't answer my phone
i live without the light
friends they stopped trying
wouldn't answer the door
face the mirror while crying
like you i'm not liking me anymore
looking through the window
and hearing the city sounds
one way for it to end bro
just jump and kiss the ground
i smile then suddenly jump back
shouting while looking around
who just said that ?????

[skatethewall]

you're one of my favorite poets homeyjay, gotta let you know that whenever i'm here!

i am a loner too, i felt this one.

it is woven with your style and realism.

(don't kiss the ground, the world needs ur rhyme and verse!)

skater

[homeyjay]

you're one of my favorite poets homeyjay, gotta let you know that whenever i'm here!
i am a loner too, i felt this one.
it is woven with your style and realism.
(don't kiss the ground, the world needs ur rhyme and verse!)
skater
Thanks Skater, that really means alot coming from you, don't worry I may be dumb but I'm not stupid. One thing 'bout being a loner you become better and stronger by relying on yourself. We sort of cut our teeth together on this thing, you have always been my support system so to speak. Been missing that strength that you be bringing with your pieces too, so who's the bigger fan you or me? It's always good to hear from an old friend holler at a brother more often or something. Thanks again HJ.

[Mr.November+]

I like...


never was the socialite
don't answer my phone
i live without the light
friends they stopped trying
wouldn't answer the door


This has been me...at times..

[sexydeltagirl]

looking through the window
i slowly take in the view
but i cannot comprehend
again i'm thinking of you
now when i go out to eat
the table's for one not two
i sit and glare at the plate
while playing with my food
so i drink instead of eating
wander the streets at night
this feeling is defeating me
can't seem to shake this plight
thought i was glad you're gone
it's much better sleeping alone
morphed into a death sentence
so i often stay at home
never was the socialite
don't answer my phone
i live without the light
friends they stopped trying
wouldn't answer the door
face the mirror while crying
like you i'm not liking me anymore
looking through the window
and hearing the city sounds
one way for it to end bro
just jump and kiss the ground
i smile then suddenly jump back
shouting while looking around
who just said that ?????

It's interesting to read you writing about this - I'm sure this isn't the first piece I've read about you and love lost but it's very refreshing....

Felt' - as you would say...lol

[homeyjay]

I like...
never was the socialite
don't answer my phone
i live without the light
friends they stopped trying
wouldn't answer the door
This has been me...at times..

Oh Yeah - that part sucks don't it. Thanks 4 da peep & speak.

[homeyjay]

It's interesting to read you writing about this - I'm sure this isn't the first piece I've read about you and love lost but it's very refreshing....
Felt' - as you would say...lol
Misery and company like ice cream and cake, one's not the same without the other. Everyonce and a while a brother will drop his shield just a little mind you, thanks for da peep Sexxy Dee.