persia
11-05-06, 10:50 PM
What the hell did you change in me?
When did what I thought I wanted change so drastically?
Who the hell have you awoken deep inside?
How, from under all the layers, did you find
Where I hid the person that gave of herself so freely
Why did you take it upon yourself to lock what was buried so deeply?
I can’t even say that you are what I really want or need
But still I move full speed ahead, never to take heed
To the common sense that I know is there
Knowing that I have to to slow down, yet I still just don’t care
Is my need to have someone stable in my life that great?
That I would pump the breaks on the steps I planned to take
Or is this force of nature something that was meant from day one
Something that I need to sit back and just let come?
We both have lost our damn minds
In the excitement of what we hope is a rare find
Someone else that holds the same combination that we both possess
Both so quick to let go and just say yes
Thoughts of having a baby
And actually taking the steps to make that reality
Sitting here thinking that I’ve lost my mind
Letting your life intertwine with mine
You presence in my life has brought about such a confusion
A curiosity so great that it’s almost sweet inside in the illusion
A fear that rivals all that I have known
Unsure if with you I could actually make a life, a home
Yet I press forward in this
Unable to stop myself in the wake of your kiss
Certain that there is something to hurt me around the bed
Inquisitive enough that for that knowledge, my heart I’m willing to lend
When did what I thought I wanted change so drastically?
Who the hell have you awoken deep inside?
How, from under all the layers, did you find
Where I hid the person that gave of herself so freely
Why did you take it upon yourself to lock what was buried so deeply?
I can’t even say that you are what I really want or need
But still I move full speed ahead, never to take heed
To the common sense that I know is there
Knowing that I have to to slow down, yet I still just don’t care
Is my need to have someone stable in my life that great?
That I would pump the breaks on the steps I planned to take
Or is this force of nature something that was meant from day one
Something that I need to sit back and just let come?
We both have lost our damn minds
In the excitement of what we hope is a rare find
Someone else that holds the same combination that we both possess
Both so quick to let go and just say yes
Thoughts of having a baby
And actually taking the steps to make that reality
Sitting here thinking that I’ve lost my mind
Letting your life intertwine with mine
You presence in my life has brought about such a confusion
A curiosity so great that it’s almost sweet inside in the illusion
A fear that rivals all that I have known
Unsure if with you I could actually make a life, a home
Yet I press forward in this
Unable to stop myself in the wake of your kiss
Certain that there is something to hurt me around the bed
Inquisitive enough that for that knowledge, my heart I’m willing to lend