Untitled....I Played The Fool

[sexydeltagirl]

I systematically placed myself in harms way...
By even attempting to pump my vulnerability into uncertainty...
I went searching for that good thing...
Something that would take me....
Outta myself, turn me inside out in more ways than one....
He did something to...
My body...
My soul....
My spirit...
Exposed again my inability to maintain seated and let it come to me...
LOVE...
I'm on the verge of insanity...
Trying to make meaning in his infrequencies...
But I can't justify his actions...
I can only descibe my reactions...
Those uneasy feelings...
Being on the verge of vomiting...
This is sickening...
How he plays me like madden...
My heart being the jointstick...
Manuvering me from the middle of the field with his impromtu seperations...
To the end zone when he says he misses me...
Then instantly I'm right back where I started...
Confused yet holding on...
Cause the way he makes me feel is enough...
To make me play the fool...
But for how long?

[Marie 03]

This is sickening...
How he plays me like madden...
My heart being the jointstick...

another great one from you. this is one of my favorite parts. so relatable

[sexydeltagirl]

another great one from you. this is one of my favorite parts. so relatable
Thanks lady - I'm glad you liked it!

[sexydeltagirl]

I systematically placed myself in harms way...
By even attempting to pump my vulnerability into uncertainty...
I went searching for that good thing...
Something that would take me....
Outta myself, turn me inside out in more ways than one....
He did something to...
My body...
My soul....
My spirit...
Exposed again my inability to maintain seated and let it come to me...
LOVE...
I'm on the verge of insanity...
Trying to make meaning in his infrequencies...
But I can't justify his actions...
I can only descibe my reactions...
Those uneasy feelings...
Being on the verge of vomiting...
This is sickening...
How he plays me like madden...
My heart being the jointstick...
Manuvering me from the middle of the field with his impromtu seperations...
To the end zone when he says he misses me...
Then instantly I'm right back where I started...
Confused yet holding on...
Cause the way he makes me feel is enough...
To make me play the fool...
But for how long?

It was fun while it lasted....I play the fool no more!

[Ambition]

It was fun while it lasted....I play the fool no more!


word to that, girl...word to that.

[Irish-dipstick]

But I can't justify his actions...
I can only descibe my reactions...
Those uneasy feelings...
Being on the verge of vomiting...
This is sickening...
How he plays me like madden...
My heart being the jointstick...

very good :applause:

\__________________/
:....flow was untouchable.....:
\---------------------/

bold italic= best line...its like a hidden metaphor....
Underlined= the best metaphor.....

pretty dope.....:yes:

:king:

[sexydeltagirl]

very good :applause:
\__________________/
:....flow was untouchable.....:
\---------------------/
bold italic= best line...its like a hidden metaphor....
Underlined= the best metaphor.....
pretty dope.....:yes:
:king:

Thanks babes - I read it sometimes to remind myself that my heart isn't covered in stone....