i know i aint been around...but its still my baby

[Irish-dipstick]

now i know i haven't been around
i know ive been living life underground
not knowing about whether to scream of shout
aloud but i hold my head proud
for every single deay im bretahing i thank god now
cause i learnt that death is eternal but i aint ready
like in life i got a boat filled with emtions that aint steady
i got drama thats weighing me down its real heavy
but i stay true to my own and life for my family
die for my family even though im afraid of the dark
i still walk in the shadows of doom were my feeling walk
were my expressions talk about my life and where im going next
i tried my best to stay real to the issue but my baby growing now
but its fcuked up its got an issue how can i raise a kid who got no
sking tissue and thats my issue should i let it life on let it die
tears in my eyes from the demise that i must feel in order
to over come my odds........