youngeurow
08-08-06, 11:21 PM
Day 1
I woke up with the mindset that I was goin to not touch any food. Me not preparing myself well enough and eating like hella food the day before really fukked me up. So I'm off three days back to back and I'm basically in the house all day which made it worse. So I started my day off with the sart water flush which was nasty as hell almost fukkin threw up and I was unsatisfied so I drunk some water behind it. So to keep my self occupied I played on my xbox 360 all day and cleaned up my room a lil cravings here and there and I just drunk the lemon sh1t which kept me good untill around 6. This is where the sh1t gets hard. So my grandmother tells me to go in the fridge in the basement for her for something so I was like cool hop down open the b1tch up and its a fukken bucket of kfc chicken! I'm like da fukk yo so my stomach does a fukkin 360 mouth droolin all dat sh1t and I'm just starrin at it for atleast 5 min untill I just focus back on my goal. So I go in my room lay down tryin to forget about what I just saw right so then all of a sudden I fall asleep wake up an hour later and fukken smell mash potatoes pork chops buffalo wings from pizza hut and some pizza I'm like dayum ne other time I can't find a grain of salt and now muthafukkas wanna have buffets and sh1t. So u kno my ass hurtin by now so I'm in the kitchen tryin to drink some danm lemon and caynne pepper and all that other sh1t while I'm starrin at fukkin fresh ass buffalo wings and pizza so I look at it smell it pick it up then put it back down remembering my goal walk out of the kitchen but then smell my fingers for the food residue and I was like fukk it I ran in there and tore them buffalo wings up! Afterwards I felt real guilty so I ran for thirty mins and then I drunk my laxative tea and locked myself in my room I got till august 28th to get sexy for school is there another way cause I'm already about to give up this sh1t!
I woke up with the mindset that I was goin to not touch any food. Me not preparing myself well enough and eating like hella food the day before really fukked me up. So I'm off three days back to back and I'm basically in the house all day which made it worse. So I started my day off with the sart water flush which was nasty as hell almost fukkin threw up and I was unsatisfied so I drunk some water behind it. So to keep my self occupied I played on my xbox 360 all day and cleaned up my room a lil cravings here and there and I just drunk the lemon sh1t which kept me good untill around 6. This is where the sh1t gets hard. So my grandmother tells me to go in the fridge in the basement for her for something so I was like cool hop down open the b1tch up and its a fukken bucket of kfc chicken! I'm like da fukk yo so my stomach does a fukkin 360 mouth droolin all dat sh1t and I'm just starrin at it for atleast 5 min untill I just focus back on my goal. So I go in my room lay down tryin to forget about what I just saw right so then all of a sudden I fall asleep wake up an hour later and fukken smell mash potatoes pork chops buffalo wings from pizza hut and some pizza I'm like dayum ne other time I can't find a grain of salt and now muthafukkas wanna have buffets and sh1t. So u kno my ass hurtin by now so I'm in the kitchen tryin to drink some danm lemon and caynne pepper and all that other sh1t while I'm starrin at fukkin fresh ass buffalo wings and pizza so I look at it smell it pick it up then put it back down remembering my goal walk out of the kitchen but then smell my fingers for the food residue and I was like fukk it I ran in there and tore them buffalo wings up! Afterwards I felt real guilty so I ran for thirty mins and then I drunk my laxative tea and locked myself in my room I got till august 28th to get sexy for school is there another way cause I'm already about to give up this sh1t!