persia
08-02-06, 02:00 AM
And yet so suddenly my feelings have changed
I look at how things have turned and how my life you rearranged
I gave you the space that I thought I had saved for the one I would die loving
The one that that I reveled in telling my secrets and my fears
A person I loved so deep, I could only express my happiness for knowing them with tears
And impart my sadness in lifes sudden turns in smiles
The one that could take each step with me, both achievements and trials
But its all different now
You are not the same person I thought I loved and I all I can ask is how
When exactly did what I fell in love with change into something appalling
Someone so far from the tranquility that my heart was calling
When I met you I thought I had never and would never know a feeling to compare
And it seems that what I thought was real has dissipated into thin air
I changed all that could be defined as my life for you, our love and our new existence
Amazed at the quick connection and the devotion we forged despite outside resistance
You were new and it was passionate and I was warned
Hard headed as I am, I was sure that we would weather the storm
All the things that should have told me that you were not and never will be for me alone
Didnt deter me from the spell you cast, the need to have you in my home
And now, amongst that broken pieces that you left
I sit and wonder what happened to me and quiet as its kept
I always knew that you would turn in my worst enemy
So quick to dismiss what everyone saw, except for me
So intent on having that one that I could call my own
Sitting here like a fool, because as they predicted, you left me heartbroken and alone
I look at how things have turned and how my life you rearranged
I gave you the space that I thought I had saved for the one I would die loving
The one that that I reveled in telling my secrets and my fears
A person I loved so deep, I could only express my happiness for knowing them with tears
And impart my sadness in lifes sudden turns in smiles
The one that could take each step with me, both achievements and trials
But its all different now
You are not the same person I thought I loved and I all I can ask is how
When exactly did what I fell in love with change into something appalling
Someone so far from the tranquility that my heart was calling
When I met you I thought I had never and would never know a feeling to compare
And it seems that what I thought was real has dissipated into thin air
I changed all that could be defined as my life for you, our love and our new existence
Amazed at the quick connection and the devotion we forged despite outside resistance
You were new and it was passionate and I was warned
Hard headed as I am, I was sure that we would weather the storm
All the things that should have told me that you were not and never will be for me alone
Didnt deter me from the spell you cast, the need to have you in my home
And now, amongst that broken pieces that you left
I sit and wonder what happened to me and quiet as its kept
I always knew that you would turn in my worst enemy
So quick to dismiss what everyone saw, except for me
So intent on having that one that I could call my own
Sitting here like a fool, because as they predicted, you left me heartbroken and alone