Untitled...The Lesson I Learned....

[sexydeltagirl]

It pulled me from of my sleep...
Since it wanted my attention...
I submitted to it...
It's 5:45am and yet I'm fully rested...
I think it wants me to reflect....
Question my motivation for an act so...
Irrationally not thought out....
Couldn't have waited until the whole picture...
Developed...
I jumped at the chance to experience romance...
But lost my footing on trust...
And feel deep into resentment...
Yet I'm sure it wants me to never forget...
That I'm human with feelings.....
And a heart...
That needed healing...
To hear sweet words that gripped me like elastic...
That sent me swinging like kids on monkey bars...
It wants me to never again...
Place it in the danger of having to confess...
That I was in love with love...
I wanted it to saturate my doubt....
And sufficate me in its arms...
But it only exposed that what I was searching for...
Wasn't good enough....
It only brought to light my shame...
My inablilty to remain...
Still and let it....
Come to me....

[sexydeltagirl]

Upp, this is one of my favorite poems because it sooo personal and sometimes the truth hurts...

[Irish-dipstick]

It pulled me from of my sleep...
Since it wanted my attention...
I submitted to it...
It's 5:45am and yet I'm fully rested...
I think it wants me to reflect....
Question my motivation for an act so...
Irrationally not thought out....
Couldn't have waited until the whole picture...
Developed...
I jumped at the chance to experience romance...
But lost my footing on trust...
And feel deep into resentment...
Yet I'm sure it wants me to never forget...
That I'm human with feelings.....
And a heart...
That needed healing...
To hear sweet words that gripped me like elastic...
That sent me swinging like kids on monkey bars...
It wants me to never again...
Place it in the danger of having to confess...
That I was in love with love...
I wanted it to saturate my doubt....
And sufficate me in it's arms...
But it only exposed that what I was searching for...
Wasn't good enough....
It only brought to light my shame...
My inablilty to remain...
Still and let it....
Come to me....

i can see this is another love poem sort of twist but then i read it again its got more to that for example the first bold questioning ur motivation i dont no what motivation but a clear sign at questioning ones self, second bold is why i thought i was another sort of love poem but u where just saying about u want romance but ur afraid in case u get hurt, the next bold is similar to the second about u actually being hurt though this time, anywayz dunno how i missed this before but great piece keep.it.tight....:king: