Why cant i get with that?

[Irish-dipstick]

why cant i get with that when this kid is
and he is really bad looking no offense but its true
bad hygiene true he 19 banging a 16 year old
new stories to be told but im happy with my life
but then im depressed deep inside trapz itz
fcuked up like incest al i do is try and impress
but im stressed and theres no wy in hell you like me
you used to but i bet u wanna now kill me
truth is i need you now more than ever
i feel alone if i dont get it sorted im turning u all
stressful moments but i aint blaming ya'll
but im still mad that people can get it and other cant
or maybe deep in mind state i dont want it but
awake i need it if i dont i may become a murderer
its fcuked like that maybe ill be a rapist
who knowz this life is a joke but how can i phraze this
i need to find patience or ill be a paticant
all i can do now is write to express how i feel
but i know that no matter wat i do
ill feel less of a man than all of you
if you can feel this then you now my level
if you can feel this you no the trouble
feels like im bruning in hell while dancing with the devil........