Courtdog
07-05-06, 07:03 PM
LIFE.. it's not a game, its a gamble!
People chew you up, thats how they do you up
Leave you in shambles!!
Screw you up
Make it sohh you dont wanna breathe
Always under seige
How you gonna take the keys, when I bought the car?
How you gonna fake like I didnt help to get you where you are?
How can I look towards tomorrow w/all this sorrow?
Now I'm chillin' w/Millhouse's dad, lookin for feelings to borrow
I feel empty inside, this is not about pride
This is a story of the life & about how Courtney died
Dealin' w/trife..
Dealin' w/why people lied
Understanding this is the route people use to get by
When they get down like that it makes me not wanna try
But I got seeds that I have to lead :yes:
Sohh I beg & plead w/God to give me what I need
Cuz all that I can see is the opposite of laughs
When I cant give my children a better life than I had
Sohh all I can do is write in a pad
Pray that one day things wont be sohh bad
That things will change..
There have been many claims, yet they all abstain
Sohh I'm forced to tell Kimora "Things will never be the same"
Then I'm forced to laugh, to cover up the pain
Shez too young to see what I go thru
Yet she still catches pieces cuz I have knowone else to go to
Knowone else to go to, not even if I know you
Cuz the one's I knew, are the one's who
Made this all real & made me feel the way that I do...
People chew you up, thats how they do you up
Leave you in shambles!!
Screw you up
Make it sohh you dont wanna breathe
Always under seige
How you gonna take the keys, when I bought the car?
How you gonna fake like I didnt help to get you where you are?
How can I look towards tomorrow w/all this sorrow?
Now I'm chillin' w/Millhouse's dad, lookin for feelings to borrow
I feel empty inside, this is not about pride
This is a story of the life & about how Courtney died
Dealin' w/trife..
Dealin' w/why people lied
Understanding this is the route people use to get by
When they get down like that it makes me not wanna try
But I got seeds that I have to lead :yes:
Sohh I beg & plead w/God to give me what I need
Cuz all that I can see is the opposite of laughs
When I cant give my children a better life than I had
Sohh all I can do is write in a pad
Pray that one day things wont be sohh bad
That things will change..
There have been many claims, yet they all abstain
Sohh I'm forced to tell Kimora "Things will never be the same"
Then I'm forced to laugh, to cover up the pain
Shez too young to see what I go thru
Yet she still catches pieces cuz I have knowone else to go to
Knowone else to go to, not even if I know you
Cuz the one's I knew, are the one's who
Made this all real & made me feel the way that I do...