My Apology

[pryncess31400]

I hope one day I get the chance
to apologize to you
Correctly
The right way
Face to face
Not just another strained voice over the telephone

Not many people have gone through
the things we have at such a young age
I had already been there, I knew the course
I should have been your rock
But instead I was greedily wrapped up in my being
Yeah, I guess I was feeling myself
Too much to recognize your longing for familiarity
Just something to get you through to the next day
In a life where everything is different
but too much is the same

The world didn’t end like you thought it would
You didn’t stop breathing like you felt you would
You are still here
You have to go on like nothing happened
Like your life isn’t forever changed

I should have been there
To rub your head
And look into your eyes
and tell you that I love you
To tell you that you will miss her always but
It doesn’t hurt this bad forever





i don't feel this is finished but i couldn't write anymore