Irish-dipstick
06-18-06, 08:29 PM
the man i used to be no compasion or love
wanting death calling the names from above
never afraid to get his way push or shove
the man that used to be is the man i loved
but how can i cope when i have lost all hope
coked up and choked by a craze of dope
but i aint addict i can come off of this hell
my face pale i never have been well
understanding my life is harder than i looks
you wont find non of my problems in ur books
problems with hood ratz and crooks
im afraid if im threatened that i lose my hard man look
and i cant give that away from my old self thats
all that remains i fight a battle to be sane again
my head fried up and my brain tried but i got
line tied and couldn't but anything together
imagine losing your only source of pleasure
releasing your emotions i tried wrting letters
but i quess the more i kept quiet the better
but i was wrong it got worse now im half the man i was
i dont no why because im a unwanted child from above
thats true heaven dont want you i heard that
cause im an idiot i used to be like but im half shelled
but im taking my life and putting it back piece by piece
but ive lost my other pieces the puzzles incomplete....
the future remains to be seen.......
wanting death calling the names from above
never afraid to get his way push or shove
the man that used to be is the man i loved
but how can i cope when i have lost all hope
coked up and choked by a craze of dope
but i aint addict i can come off of this hell
my face pale i never have been well
understanding my life is harder than i looks
you wont find non of my problems in ur books
problems with hood ratz and crooks
im afraid if im threatened that i lose my hard man look
and i cant give that away from my old self thats
all that remains i fight a battle to be sane again
my head fried up and my brain tried but i got
line tied and couldn't but anything together
imagine losing your only source of pleasure
releasing your emotions i tried wrting letters
but i quess the more i kept quiet the better
but i was wrong it got worse now im half the man i was
i dont no why because im a unwanted child from above
thats true heaven dont want you i heard that
cause im an idiot i used to be like but im half shelled
but im taking my life and putting it back piece by piece
but ive lost my other pieces the puzzles incomplete....
the future remains to be seen.......