Nah we can't be friends... (freestyle)

[Nadira...Rare]

I don't want to choose between having you today and you being gone tomorrow
But we can't be friends
I find myself pretending I'm happy for your happiness
But I am living in misery
We can't be friends
We took our friendship to relationship and caught feelings
I feel me smiling in your presence but not for your happiness
But because of the night of bliss we shared before
And I'm living a lie... I'm so unhappy... envious even
Watching your happily ever after
We can't be friends... I caught feelings of love and you of care
I'd be lying if I said I didn't need you
But as bad as I want you near the passion still exist...
And it's obvious...
You have to go