Absolut da poet
05-11-06, 02:44 PM
In my life I've met sooo many females that have been sexually assaulted. I once had a girlfriend who told me she was being raped by her stepfather...shiit is crazy.. so anyway this is one of my older joints...
I dedicated this piece to them...
Fury of a Woman Scored
by Absolut
*cries*
How I hate you words could not tell..
..how you robbed from me...joy..put me in hell
stole my pride til my self confidence fell..
between me and you there's some shiit to be dealt..
I was too young to know..
..too scared to show...
the shame from this pain nearly drove me insane as I pleaded God's name..
...Jesus Christ...lord help me save my own life and..
to me it was trife how you kissed..I fell down and cried..I was pissed..
tried to do suicide..slit my wrists..
anger built up inside that polluted my mind turned to poison in time..
I hated men..
but it was more like I was afraid of them..I had no friend..
who I could trust or confide this dark side that I hide..I left school..
..people thought me a fool..I broke rules..got in fights..
drank and smoked weed on most nights..ran the streets..
wondering why I had all this beef and this grief..what the f.uck did I do to deserve all this shiit..flashbacks of how my p.ussy you ripped..and it bled..
I layed motionless on the bed..12 years old and I thought I'd be dead..
never make it to see 21..never again see the light of the sun
believed it was all my fault..believed I provoked the shiit that you wrought
thought for me there was no love..thought there was no God above..
life..I lost the meaning of and my mother's love was lost at sea...
the B.itch chose you over me..
hypnotized by your lies and hooked on *J.D.
shiit for years in my life you adorn..took my innocence and replaced it with porn...
but hell knows no fury like a woman scorned and through your death
I shall be re-born..
*pulls trigger*
*J.D. = Jack Daniels
I dedicated this piece to them...
Fury of a Woman Scored
by Absolut
*cries*
How I hate you words could not tell..
..how you robbed from me...joy..put me in hell
stole my pride til my self confidence fell..
between me and you there's some shiit to be dealt..
I was too young to know..
..too scared to show...
the shame from this pain nearly drove me insane as I pleaded God's name..
...Jesus Christ...lord help me save my own life and..
to me it was trife how you kissed..I fell down and cried..I was pissed..
tried to do suicide..slit my wrists..
anger built up inside that polluted my mind turned to poison in time..
I hated men..
but it was more like I was afraid of them..I had no friend..
who I could trust or confide this dark side that I hide..I left school..
..people thought me a fool..I broke rules..got in fights..
drank and smoked weed on most nights..ran the streets..
wondering why I had all this beef and this grief..what the f.uck did I do to deserve all this shiit..flashbacks of how my p.ussy you ripped..and it bled..
I layed motionless on the bed..12 years old and I thought I'd be dead..
never make it to see 21..never again see the light of the sun
believed it was all my fault..believed I provoked the shiit that you wrought
thought for me there was no love..thought there was no God above..
life..I lost the meaning of and my mother's love was lost at sea...
the B.itch chose you over me..
hypnotized by your lies and hooked on *J.D.
shiit for years in my life you adorn..took my innocence and replaced it with porn...
but hell knows no fury like a woman scorned and through your death
I shall be re-born..
*pulls trigger*
*J.D. = Jack Daniels