Confused.....

[Prophetic-Poet]

I know I will never heal from your love inflicted wounds….
I’m sinking into the scars on my skin……
I know this because only you can reach me in my darkest times….
Just before it gets light…..
Your appearance….and past words…..merge into one visible memory…..
Baby…I loved you……
But I can’t flip an hour glass…time moves too fast…
(smiles)….I’ve been……through good times and bad times….
Through first kisses….and last arguments…
Zealous love….and bitter detestation….
I’m stuck…lost in limbo…from toss emotions and choices…
This weight is baring on my aura….
I’m here on my knees…..
I can’t cry….
As a child I gave my away my soul….
I’m starved and slaved…
But my mouth is always full….
From early dawn ‘till night….I’m forever haunted….
I can’t bare it…
And if I share it….
I will fall into shades of gray…..