Vaughn87
03-30-06, 12:10 PM
Life has changed since you've went home,
I'm sick of this place because I'm all alone,
At your funeral my heart was beating so fast,
I thought this was a joke and you would start to laugh,
I seen the family with guilt pouring from their eyes,
They never cared to look beyond the wicked lies,
I miss my old life because you were always there,
Now I'm here with only time to spare,
I'm tired of pretending that life is okay,
Truth is I'm giving up each and every day,
I know for a fact I'm not going to be missed,
But just to be nice I'll give everyone one last hug and kiss,
I don't want to suffer here on this earth no more,
But what if god won't let me through the golden door?
Can't he see I'm hurting and barley pressing on?
The people that loved and cared for me they all seem to be gone,
I start to swallow the pills that make eyes heavy and low,
Now it's time for you to let me go,
I feel so scared but yet so calm,
I think it's time I can hear voice from far and beyond,
The time I spent here on earth was so short yet so painful,
I know killing myself shows that I'm ungrateful,
To the ones who were there to the ones who hated,
I guess you got your wish my life had faded,
I'm not in heaven nor am I dead,
I'm stuck in a ****in coma on this hospital bed,
I start to watch my short lived life inside my own head,
To only find all the bull**** lies that I was feed...
I'm sick of this place because I'm all alone,
At your funeral my heart was beating so fast,
I thought this was a joke and you would start to laugh,
I seen the family with guilt pouring from their eyes,
They never cared to look beyond the wicked lies,
I miss my old life because you were always there,
Now I'm here with only time to spare,
I'm tired of pretending that life is okay,
Truth is I'm giving up each and every day,
I know for a fact I'm not going to be missed,
But just to be nice I'll give everyone one last hug and kiss,
I don't want to suffer here on this earth no more,
But what if god won't let me through the golden door?
Can't he see I'm hurting and barley pressing on?
The people that loved and cared for me they all seem to be gone,
I start to swallow the pills that make eyes heavy and low,
Now it's time for you to let me go,
I feel so scared but yet so calm,
I think it's time I can hear voice from far and beyond,
The time I spent here on earth was so short yet so painful,
I know killing myself shows that I'm ungrateful,
To the ones who were there to the ones who hated,
I guess you got your wish my life had faded,
I'm not in heaven nor am I dead,
I'm stuck in a ****in coma on this hospital bed,
I start to watch my short lived life inside my own head,
To only find all the bull**** lies that I was feed...