*Untitled* (Missing you...)

[slave2aplaya]

I’m on a high
Then come back to earth with a thud
But these tears could never come close
Unless I cried blood
It almost seems fake
There’s this never-ending ache
A huge gape-ing hole
Where you used to be
And I can’t let go
In case I lose control
Feeling the pain of missing
Part of your own soul
With too much to say
But it’s much to late
Don’t want to part my lips
For fear of what might escape
Denial and blind hope
The worst combination
So
It’s with the utmost trepidation
I open my eyes to see
And accept the terrible reality
That you left me
And somehow…
I still breathe
Silently, I seethe
Waiting for your return
Claiming its all a sick joke
And as I try to speak to you
On my words I choke
As I struggle to speak to this no one
Who I don’t believe could not exist
I know deep down, its over
But blindly I still persist
They say ‘never say never’
But I will NEVER forget you
I know if you saw me grieving like this
It would only upset you
I only regret you
Never got to hear in words
My love for you and goodbyes
Never got to look into your eyes
One last time
Not just my partner in crime
My guardian angel, you see
I rest easier
Knowing you’re not stuck in the same hell as me

[Freestyle]

[homeyjay]

I’m on a high
Then come back to earth with a thud
But these tears could never come close
Unless I cried blood
It almost seems fake
There’s this never-ending ache
A huge gape-ing hole
Where you used to be
And I can’t let go
In case I lose control
Feeling the pain of missing
Part of your own soul
With too much to say
But it’s much to late
Don’t want to part my lips
For fear of what might escape
Denial and blind hope
The worst combination
So
It’s with the utmost trepidation
I open my eyes to see
And accept the terrible reality
That you left me
And somehow…
I still breathe
Silently, I seethe
Waiting for your return
Claiming its all a sick joke
And as I try to speak to you
On my words I choke
As I struggle to speak to this no one
Who I don’t believe could not exist
I know deep down, its over
But blindly I still persist
They say ‘never say never’
But I will NEVER forget you
I know if you saw me grieving like this
It would only upset you
I only regret you
Never got to hear in words
My love for you and goodbyes
Never got to look into your eyes
One last time
Not just my partner in crime
My guardian angel, you see
I rest easier
Knowing you’re not stuck in the same hell as me

[Freestyle]

STP - Man, this is too deep and too real. You expressed alot of what I have pent up in me that I didn't know how to express. You just, man, I think I'll print this out and put it on my wall. felt big time and Thank You my Sister. hj

[sexydeltagirl]

I’m on a high
Then come back to earth with a thud
But these tears could never come close
Unless I cried blood
It almost seems fake
There’s this never-ending ache
A huge gape-ing hole
Where you used to be
And I can’t let go
In case I lose control
Feeling the pain of missing
Part of your own soul
With too much to say
But it’s much to late
Don’t want to part my lips
For fear of what might escape
Denial and blind hope
The worst combination
So
It’s with the utmost trepidation
I open my eyes to see
And accept the terrible reality
That you left me
And somehow…
I still breathe
Silently, I seethe
Waiting for your return
Claiming its all a sick joke
And as I try to speak to you
On my words I choke
As I struggle to speak to this no one
Who I don’t believe could not exist
I know deep down, its over
But blindly I still persist
They say ‘never say never’
But I will NEVER forget you
I know if you saw me grieving like this
It would only upset you
I only regret you
Never got to hear in words
My love for you and goodbyes
Never got to look into your eyes
One last time
Not just my partner in crime
My guardian angel, you see
I rest easier
Knowing you’re not stuck in the same hell as me

[Freestyle]

Wow, this is my favorite piece I've read from you...This piece is so dope..I read it several time trying to hold back tears....Your writing is excellent....

Keep em coming...

Props.....

[ovb81]

wow...for real ..Freestyling huh..if that is freestyling..you need to go on the rode..like SDG i had to read it a couple times.. i aint hold back no tears... but if you were to preform that i would have to give you a standing O

And I can’t let go
In case I lose control
Feeling the pain of missing
Part of your own soul

Whew..its like 2 A.m and you got me wanting to bear my mother freakin heart on a page..i doubt it thou im sleepy..hot piece doe

[slave2aplaya]

Hey everyone,
your feedback means the most 2 me, I cried writing this and just wanted to capture the rawness of my feelings, you know, pain on paper and all your feedback shows me I achieved that.

Im just trying to deal with my pain and my wiritng helps me do that, and your support only strengthens my resolve to be the best I can be.


ovb - Thank u so much, happy you feel inspired to write so good luck!
SDG - Your response means so much 2 me coz ukno I respect all your work and any comments you make, keep on girl!
HJ - The best feeling is when you know someone relates and you know I appreciate everything you say, thanks again!

xXx

[homeyjay]

Hey everyone,
your feedback means the most 2 me, I cried writing this and just wanted to capture the rawness of my feelings, you know, pain on paper and all your feedback shows me I achieved that.

Im just trying to deal with my pain and my wiritng helps me do that, and your support only strengthens my resolve to be the best I can be.


ovb - Thank u so much, happy you feel inspired to write so good luck!
SDG - Your response means so much 2 me coz ukno I respect all your work and any comments you make, keep on girl!
HJ - The best feeling is when you know someone relates and you know I appreciate everything you say, thanks again!

xXx
Hey STP - that's what Fam is all about, we may not be able to give you a much needed hug, but we still can show a Sister some love. For real though.

[sexydeltagirl]

Awww, it's nothing really....Whenever you need my support I'm here we all need someone to hear our pain and relish in our joy....and I don't know what I've done to earn your respect but I'm so honored that I have it...keep the creative work coming it seems to flow through your veins....

Props to you and God Bless.....

[Irish-dipstick]

reality just hit me dam we all aint got enuff time round this place dam...

nice drop...keep writing and keep ur head up

[slave2aplaya]

4 real, we should make the most of what we've got. Thank u all soooo much for the positive feedback! Means the most.

I just miss my daddy, thas all.

xXx

[homeyjay]

4 real, we should make the most of what we've got. Thank u all soooo much for the positive feedback! Means the most.

I just miss my daddy, thas all.

xXx

Hey if you can't relate and feel remorse then you ain't alive.
No thanks needed really not that I'm speakin' for all of us, but doing what is the right thing to do is only natural. I'm sure that your Father is right proud of you too, God Bless You, my Sister. I know that this goes without saying but Never Forget and Never Quit.