Absolut da poet
03-27-06, 11:52 AM
The Pen
By Absolut
"...Its like your Negatives
outweigh your positives"
Ok
I know how this looks...
I know how this can happen
..But even while we're getting tipsy ..I believe in you...
And this has nothing to do with trust... literally...
How I see us is painfully... unbalanced in love and unique... expression of letters....going through depression..
I keep stopping cause I wonder sometimes..if you're feeling me.
...maybe I am kinda scared to turn the page...
I mean...even though we do this and I do need you...
I'm not in love with you...
And maybe that's why we keep doin this..
But when we're not together I miss you...
I think about how we come together and I feel such peace...cause I still have hope..and I want so much for that to be more than just a word to us...
...
Honestly.. I wonder sometimes what I put you through..
Constantly pressing for you yet I push you away...
I want you to understand that I'm trying to keep you in my hands...but..
Its hard...
.......
Hard to say...
hard to trust what I wanna say.
I don't know.... shiit maybe I am in love with you...
But if we are still near the beginning.....
......I guess I'm just afraid to say it.
Cause I don't want anything to happen to you..
That's why I grip you so tight...but at the same time I don't want you to break.
I don't want you to ever feel hurt as we move over these lines...
Ever in my eyes or anyone else's
Shiit..you're all I've got.
Sometimes I roll wit' my cousin...but... shiit that's just
Mic... na'mean...
Anyway...
Its 2:51 in the morning...and this is what
.... I'm..
feelin...watching you..
Laying there..somewhat dressed ...
The easiest way for me to say this is to just be totally honest.
So...
Baby....
I do trust you.
..
...
......
...
..
...
.....
..
......
...
....we could keep this free or we can contine chasing this paper..
Either way ..it feels special just because you're right there.
What more can I say..
changing my style..after this..
I don't know...
~vodka
Dedicated to Crys..
Blast-for-me..
I'm coming.
By Absolut
"...Its like your Negatives
outweigh your positives"
Ok
I know how this looks...
I know how this can happen
..But even while we're getting tipsy ..I believe in you...
And this has nothing to do with trust... literally...
How I see us is painfully... unbalanced in love and unique... expression of letters....going through depression..
I keep stopping cause I wonder sometimes..if you're feeling me.
...maybe I am kinda scared to turn the page...
I mean...even though we do this and I do need you...
I'm not in love with you...
And maybe that's why we keep doin this..
But when we're not together I miss you...
I think about how we come together and I feel such peace...cause I still have hope..and I want so much for that to be more than just a word to us...
...
Honestly.. I wonder sometimes what I put you through..
Constantly pressing for you yet I push you away...
I want you to understand that I'm trying to keep you in my hands...but..
Its hard...
.......
Hard to say...
hard to trust what I wanna say.
I don't know.... shiit maybe I am in love with you...
But if we are still near the beginning.....
......I guess I'm just afraid to say it.
Cause I don't want anything to happen to you..
That's why I grip you so tight...but at the same time I don't want you to break.
I don't want you to ever feel hurt as we move over these lines...
Ever in my eyes or anyone else's
Shiit..you're all I've got.
Sometimes I roll wit' my cousin...but... shiit that's just
Mic... na'mean...
Anyway...
Its 2:51 in the morning...and this is what
.... I'm..
feelin...watching you..
Laying there..somewhat dressed ...
The easiest way for me to say this is to just be totally honest.
So...
Baby....
I do trust you.
..
...
......
...
..
...
.....
..
......
...
....we could keep this free or we can contine chasing this paper..
Either way ..it feels special just because you're right there.
What more can I say..
changing my style..after this..
I don't know...
~vodka
Dedicated to Crys..
Blast-for-me..
I'm coming.