quick bs - teary

[Sodom]

been a minute, need to force some practice so I'll be hitting up the boards for a fortnight +

i've been getting teary eyed lately
weary in the lair same tearaway shorts rare item
that I borrowed off Monty, way back in high school, make it right when I offer to return 'em
he said he doesn't care, and if I prefer it I can keep, so its loungewear
needin weed now, feelin deep down just a piece of ****
I'm too lazy
the world is so big
you are crazy if you aim to be perfect cuz each person is worth a whole universe, especially if you are them puttin first nothin I'm confused about
what the **** are we doing now?
I'm not strong enough yet
I'm not practicing enough
I'm not done yet
I'm slacking but I'm not catching any sunsets or relaxing
I'm a hermit on taxing
drug schedules, taxis
crashing, I'm not writing enough, I'm not inviting, and I'm not showing love
I'm showing up feeling frightening
I'm seeing flicks with schoolkids that overcome fool ****, and keep moving
and lose things when they grew but its beautiful a bit moving
saltwater drips polluting my skin roll thick
chuck is feeling suicidal in the 06 is it useless?