pryncess31400
02-23-06, 07:07 PM
this sickness has begun to engulf me
it's in my head, in my brain and
i can't get away from it
i try to think of other things
but it always comes back
haunting me like a bad dream
this sickmess won't let me enjoy
the simple things like
playing with my baby or just laughing
really laughing at a funny joke
this sickness forces me to be fake
smile when i wanna cry
look like everything is fine
when it's not
i need so help
but i don't know where to turn
i am so tired
so very tired and scared
what if this is it
how i live the rest of my life
sick
like
this
really just my ramblings, nothing special
it's in my head, in my brain and
i can't get away from it
i try to think of other things
but it always comes back
haunting me like a bad dream
this sickmess won't let me enjoy
the simple things like
playing with my baby or just laughing
really laughing at a funny joke
this sickness forces me to be fake
smile when i wanna cry
look like everything is fine
when it's not
i need so help
but i don't know where to turn
i am so tired
so very tired and scared
what if this is it
how i live the rest of my life
sick
like
this
really just my ramblings, nothing special