R.I.P. Daddy...

[slave2aplaya]

…Only
dreaming of you
makes my heart live
but how can I miss you
when you were always there
to start with
how can you be missed
when in my heart
you still exist
its so real, I feel
its like déjà vu
everytime I dream of you
how can your skin be so warm
when the image is cold
still, its true
you broke the mould
I know you did
but
Im too scared to miss you
or to show some affection
Im too scared to wake up
to see your imperfection
still
I feel in dreams
that our souls could bind
but see this slip away…?
I’d rather go blind
and keep on dreaming forever
so I never
have to face reality
and compare all those
who could never be
anywhere close, to how flawless
you seem to me…

And I know…

Nothing lasts forever
but if I could
I would
take the tears I cry for you
…and freeze them
so, they say
everything happens for a reason?
then please tell me why
you left
before I could say goodbye
I get angry as I grieve, see
And wonder why you’d leave me
Because when you left
You took a piece of my heart
And its tearing me apart
That only with my words
Now I can grace you
As no one can ever replace you
And you’ll live on within me
Forever in my memory
As my guardian angel
So Im never ever alone
I just wanted to say – I love you…
…to the greatest man Ive ever known…

*scared to express words because they may never come close to what Im feeling*

[homeyjay]

…Only
dreaming of you
makes my heart live
but how can I miss you
when you were always there
to start with
how can you be missed
when in my heart
you still exist
its so real, I feel
its like déjà vu
everytime I dream of you
how can your skin be so warm
when the image is cold
still, its true
you broke the mould
I know you did
but
Im too scared to miss you
or to show some affection
Im too scared to wake up
to see your imperfection
still
I feel in dreams
that our souls could bind
but see this slip away…?
I’d rather go blind
and keep on dreaming forever
so I never
have to face reality
and compare all those
who could never be
anywhere close, to how flawless
you seem to me…

And I know…

Nothing lasts forever
but if I could
I would
take the tears I cry for you
…and freeze them
so, they say
everything happens for a reason?
then please tell me why
you left
before I could say goodbye
I get angry as I grieve, see
And wonder why you’d leave me
Because when you left
You took a piece of my heart
And its tearing me apart
That only with my words
Now I can grace you
As no one can ever replace you
And you’ll live on within me
Forever in my memory
As my guardian angel
So Im never ever alone
I just wanted to say – I love you…
…to the greatest man Ive ever known…

*scared to express words because they may never come close to what Im feeling*
Bravo, STP - This is a very powerful yet touching piece, I definetly feel the love in this piece. Great work and God Bless You my Sister.

[Irish-dipstick]

nuthin i can say hear could make u feel any better on this one.


but its deep and i can't relate to ur feelings.

nice piece.

[homeyjay]

…Only
dreaming of you
makes my heart live
but how can I miss you
when you were always there
to start with
how can you be missed
when in my heart
you still exist
its so real, I feel
its like déjà vu
everytime I dream of you
how can your skin be so warm
when the image is cold
still, its true
you broke the mould
I know you did
but
Im too scared to miss you
or to show some affection
Im too scared to wake up
to see your imperfection
still
I feel in dreams
that our souls could bind
but see this slip away…?
I’d rather go blind
and keep on dreaming forever
so I never
have to face reality
and compare all those
who could never be
anywhere close, to how flawless
you seem to me…

And I know…

Nothing lasts forever
but if I could
I would
take the tears I cry for you
…and freeze them
so, they say
everything happens for a reason?
then please tell me why
you left
before I could say goodbye
I get angry as I grieve, see
And wonder why you’d leave me
Because when you left
You took a piece of my heart
And its tearing me apart
That only with my words
Now I can grace you
As no one can ever replace you
And you’ll live on within me
Forever in my memory
As my guardian angel
So Im never ever alone
I just wanted to say – I love you…
…to the greatest man Ive ever known…

*scared to express words because they may never come close to what Im feeling*

Say STP, I know that you are still in morning, But I was thinking about you and just wanted to let you know that I wish you nothing but the best. I know that when you come back on the set that you'll still have that flavor that we savor in you and although we should never forget our love ones we should also remember that they would not want us to give up, not saying that you're doing that but I almost did in my case though, so I'm just putting it out there. God Bless.

[slave2aplaya]

Thank u all so much for your support and feedback-means the most...
Keep Sweet Always
xXx

[slave2aplaya]

Say STP, I know that you are still in morning, But I was thinking about you and just wanted to let you know that I wish you nothing but the best. I know that when you come back on the set that you'll still have that flavor that we savor in you and although we should never forget our love ones we should also remember that they would not want us to give up, not saying that you're doing that but I almost did in my case though, so I'm just putting it out there. God Bless.

Thank u HJ, i need this, sometimes I feel like giving up and I know your right, I just want to do better for myself and make my dad proud. It makes all the difference to have this kinda support in total honesty so thank u again.
Its always love...
xXx

[homeyjay]

Thank u HJ, i need this, sometimes I feel like giving up and I know your right, I just want to do better for myself and make my dad proud. It makes all the difference to have this kinda support in total honesty so thank u again.
Its always love...
xXx

Sho u right, love - hey I've been there. Just get around some of your family and friends, though there's nothing that can be said to ease the pain, hey a hug along with shedding a few tears together can go a long way. I ain't the sensitive type but do I feel for those who have lost, I know what I needed so I'm just tryin' to give back what I received. It didn't make sense then and it doesn't makes sense now but I was told that "God makes no mistakes" just know that your father still loves you and he's pulling for you so don't let him down and I got my money on you to win too ( u ain't won yet? j/k). God's speed to you STP for real though.

[Absolut da poet]

damn...I know how you feel ....I'm tryin to get through this shiit too

Stay up...


-vodka

[slave2aplaya]

-->Love is all we need and what doesnt kill us only makes us stronger!
-->So lets keep on keeping on and helping each other through!

thank u...

xXx

"...*A poet is someone
who has a facade
they pretend not to care
but they're trying so hard
their face is a mask
hiding emotions and tears
their poems are the screams
that nobody hears*..."