words are useless...

[Cerebral Knievel]

There are words for people like you
but I won't use them
because the day I do
further words become useless
so if this love is going to last
I have to work through this
your nonchalant smile
when you say "I just lied a little"
reminds me so clearly of Nero's f*cking fiddle
girl..our rome is burning down..
your lies are your song and you've mastered the sound
I'm bound
to you, to this, to us
I'm clinging to a future I can't really trust
and I'm learning to regret it
yearning to forget this
futile
beautiful
thing
we play at
the love that stops at the place we both lay at
I playback
the goodtimes and deperately grasp at
the ghostly tendrils of the ...reason
I still believe in
you
and I've come up empty handed
and still I stay, I don't understand it
I don't understand this
how can a man just..
persevere
through the new bad times
when we thought the worst were already here
There are words for people like you....
but I won't use them...
because they'll expose this facade..
and then all words become
useless...

[sexydeltagirl]

It never ceases to amaze me how you put all the blame on me...
Like you haven't played a part in the situation that stands before us...
You rush to say that you love me but it's muffled by the sound of emptiness....
I'm not use to this feeling.....that's why I lie and say I don't really miss you when I do...
Cause it hurts, and somtimes I have to laugh to keep from crying...
Yeah I remember the good times as well...but what about the future....
No long steam roses anymore, no more walks in the park...
What do you expect from me...
To keep holding on to the past while the world outside keeps moving...
How can a woman just keep trying to disguise....
When the love has died....
Words without action equal nothing....
No progress no steps in the right direction....
But these words are useless just like the ones you use....
My heart won't stop loving you, it won't stop needing you..
I will remain....
But for how long, that remains to be seen.....

[Cerebral Knievel]

the roses
once a joyful celebration of love in bloom
are now a mournful memorial
to a love that's doomed
really
how many times must we f*cking do this?
I've said it all before
and those words are f*cking useless
you've reduced this
to a "me" or "you" issue..it's about "us"
you lie
like I breathe
it's about trust
there are words for people like you
but I can't speak them
because the day I do I have to accept
my own weakness
accept that I'm in this
thing
for no real reason
there are words for people like you..
maybe I should just loose them
it's over..and I know it
this whole thing is
useless

[sexydeltagirl]

You consider me selfish but I only can look out for me...
You made me this way can't you see...
Those nights when you were not by my side....
Leaving me to fend for myself...I rub the left side of the bed, just to check for your presence....
Emptiness.....
Where were you when I needed you the most....
Too busy I guess, with your job, your friends, those books you keep your eyes in....
Not knowing that you were allowing me 2 grow tired....
Tired of the bullsh!t, no use in complaining....
Yet I'm remaining faithful to you...
Wanting you to turn back the hands of time....
When love was alive and I could feel it in my chest....
My blouse couldn't fit cause my heart had grown in size...
Now you throw words at me with no action behind them...
And now you want to give up cause your pride has crept in..
No one has to know that inside your dying...
But please do a little bit more then just denying...
That our love is over....

[Cerebral Knievel]

looking back over this..pretty good exchange so far lady :)

[sexydeltagirl]

looking back over this..pretty good exchange so far lady :)

Yes, I agree.....our words flow rather nicely together..... ;)