Yesterday

[Absolut da poet]

Yesterday
by Absolut

I was prayin to God that he would make it alright for me to see you in my dreams..
..
So I can hold you in my arms...
So I can kiss you on your face..
So I can tell you I love you one more time...

I'm tryin in my heart to be strong but I miss you so much that I'm cryin while I smile
That I'm laughin while it hurts..
That I don't know what to do..

Only cause I'm living for God and not for you...
is the world still in my eyes...
Is it right that I have faith...
is this life being still...the question and the answer..

That I'm askin you right now...and...
I'm asking YOU...right now......
Can YOU HEAR ME....RIGHT NOW...
will everything be alright beyond....right now..
Do you know how much I love you right now...
I'm praying for Tomorrow only knowing...right now..and then...

Everything....
means nothing...
without you.

So to the God in me...and you..
....I NEED YOU...
....
I NEED TO...
..
Please......
...
Understand.....
..
...Yesterday...
....
..and Tomorrow...
..
......and Today

Alone...but with you...for you...
I'm praying.

~vodka

[CSquare43]

Abs, Dope...and if this is about who I think it is, it's even deeper.

Nice.

[Absolut da poet]

Abs, Dope...and if this is about who I think it is, it's even deeper.

Nice.

Yeah it's about her...

I had a dream I saw her last night.....
She didn't say anything...but we kissed...and it felt so real it woke me up.

Crazy...

I'm sufferin from MAJOR Block right now...it's hard to write...cause my thoughts are all over the place.

So I'm tryin to focus them a lil...so I can get back to writing...

I'm supposed to be writing a story with a friend of mine about a guy & girl in a relationship so...I'm tryin to get my energy flowin again...I dunno.