Moment of Forever part 2

[daemonova]

i cried myself to sleep last night

i`ve cried before but it didn`t mean anything

i cried when my mom disciplined my as child but that was for immaturity

i cried when people were questioning my over Oxford but that was for pressure

last night, was the first time i cried for grief, for sorrow, and for loss

i can only blame myself

i put myself in this situation and i had every opportunity in the world to do something about it

but i did nothing, for five years i did nothing but moan and whine about unfair life was and i never had it easy

i never claimed to be religious or spiritual but i believe God would not allow me to die that night

i once said my life is full of broken promises, and that remains to be true....except for one day

for one day i was promised to live

and that moment will live with me forever

enough about pinning for the past, i must live for the future

i can`t lie and say that i don`t wish to be with you anymore but i have to focus on my own goals

if it is meant to be we will meet again, if not then i thank for this moment, it will last with me forever

again i wish you good luck on your future endeavors



see you at the end of eternity