Absolut da poet
08-25-04, 09:32 AM
don't worry it reads fast holla
I tried
by Absolut
I've seen these tears before
falling backwards from a time & place of pain
in a pool of thought where we began I saw back then
a future of joy..not but a few suns from this day
where you took me with your resilience of having your way
I tried..
but was denied full entry here between these walls
where the memory paints the sky I could see you & I
as we moved in sync..like the wind about the clouds
you wisked my mind until my time was spent in the constant push
I tried..
to vent this like how it rains so hard from inside of me
in these days of change some things stay the same
and now how you've pictured me still I am
between these frames
so torn..how I feel you from tearing me
in thoughts
these parts bleed no longer pieces of my heart
impulsive I rushed from the start to the end
where I thought we'd be as together penned forever
could you see our broken circle mend
everything beyond this X-mas past
could you do this math with me
where in 5 days our eve became the day you left alone
me..praying in this new year for you
I just...
with everything as such..(sighs)
Tried..
as it withered like everything I touch
that dies you know the reaches of my pride I couldn't just
apologize
and now I'm only big enough
so grown that now I'm only giving up
Tomorrow for eternal highs
yesterdays for goodbyes
I wonder if..these days bring true a wish..will you ever miss
me..other than this
the long we'll never kiss
like a father to this bastard "Love" sometimes I think it doesn't exist
Or maybe I wanna pretend it never did..myself
and so convinced
in my eternal reflection I became a hollow man
my feelings disappeared
only now can I see this backwards reality turn around
but I don't know where to go from here..
I tried
by Absolut
I've seen these tears before
falling backwards from a time & place of pain
in a pool of thought where we began I saw back then
a future of joy..not but a few suns from this day
where you took me with your resilience of having your way
I tried..
but was denied full entry here between these walls
where the memory paints the sky I could see you & I
as we moved in sync..like the wind about the clouds
you wisked my mind until my time was spent in the constant push
I tried..
to vent this like how it rains so hard from inside of me
in these days of change some things stay the same
and now how you've pictured me still I am
between these frames
so torn..how I feel you from tearing me
in thoughts
these parts bleed no longer pieces of my heart
impulsive I rushed from the start to the end
where I thought we'd be as together penned forever
could you see our broken circle mend
everything beyond this X-mas past
could you do this math with me
where in 5 days our eve became the day you left alone
me..praying in this new year for you
I just...
with everything as such..(sighs)
Tried..
as it withered like everything I touch
that dies you know the reaches of my pride I couldn't just
apologize
and now I'm only big enough
so grown that now I'm only giving up
Tomorrow for eternal highs
yesterdays for goodbyes
I wonder if..these days bring true a wish..will you ever miss
me..other than this
the long we'll never kiss
like a father to this bastard "Love" sometimes I think it doesn't exist
Or maybe I wanna pretend it never did..myself
and so convinced
in my eternal reflection I became a hollow man
my feelings disappeared
only now can I see this backwards reality turn around
but I don't know where to go from here..