de(s)ign

[ehho]

marked for death with a bullet in his chest
he tried really hard not to lose his conscious
he wasn't supposd to die
he couldn't even find the strength to cry
all he could think was oh please god don't let me die
its not his time, shes still in his prime
he was an habitual liar, a first class flyer
now his situations dire as the blood gushes out it leaves him drier
he now knows that this will end up with the toss of a rose
lying in emergency treatment
docs operating trying to beat it
but his bodys been depleted
beaten'd an weaken'd
soul fiending to break free he finally comes to see
if he could only had had one last chance
he'dve apologized for being an ass
he shoulda said
im sorry lets give it a rest
i'll meet you in bed for make up sex
shes filled with the same regrets and may not ever be the same
she holds all the blame and still grasps a tthe flame
it's the if onlys she's kept holding onto
drowning in self pity and piles of grief
she just cant believe
he just up and left without ever once trying to settle ****

[ehho]

" those video games won't pay your way "
" those video games are making you act outta line all crazy plus your now lazy "
" your grades are slipping, your banned from playing those violent games end of story I'm sorry"
" those games will never pay your way "

his parents had the leverage
after all they owned the roof he was living under as a youth
this he knew, after all he was very intellegent
to alleviate this stress he called in all n collected his severance
and in reverence he was willing and ready to break free
he wasn't even the age of 16

he was a video game wizard, 2 hands, 10 deadly digits
never restricted by time limits
every game he'd play he'd engrain in his brain to make segway
he was amazing simply consistently blazing away all competitions

without a care in the world he packed up his bags an took leave
" peace "
" theres no way ma an pa are going to control me "
as he left he double checked to make sure he wasn't forgetting ****
he didn't want nothing to " hold me "
outside the cold chill hit his lips and tackled his nose
as the warm breaths deflated out as effervescent smoke