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ibrulicious
05-18-08, 02:22 AM
Trapped in a world of silence
Dragged in times of customs
The religion and the moral guidelines
Can’t take it anymore, speeding ahead of my time, getting multiple fines
Of crimes, I never committed against innocent lives
It aint funny but it feels like I got cultivated in a bed of lies
That makes me even go for additional miles
Files, the government has on me... compiles,

To a whole drawer of folders, cases, and places
I have to be at in order to feel the safest
Like I said, trapped in a world of silence,
But the difference is that I pledge my legions
To the den of lions
That took me in although could of bit my head off but won’t betray me like *****es
Snitches, pillage every Terrance there located with vicious nails and fingers

Its messed up, but it’s a must...
That I fix up this so called life
For my kids, I have to paint a perfect picture, paid the price,
Up to me to clean up this infestation, Jesus Christ!!

You might take away the pain I’ve endured
But my faith that still lies with Mohammad grows
The thought of him makes my worries,
Queries, plundered. But **** my life still blows

Growse!, is one of my first words
That would come out right after they cut my umbilical cord
Foresaw the future, ima grow up to be the landlord
Of god’s version of hell on earth,
It’s a crazy course,
I was forced to go through since my birth

But For what its worth
J city is the bomb but I still didn’t quench my thrust
To be a made man, god damn! I’m about to burst
Into chunks with out no outer crust

Trapped in a world of silence
Brought in a world of disgust, but still I must
Take care of my peeps
My brothers and my closest road dogs, BY ALL MEANS!!

Necessary to master my craft
The ability of getting around
You know what i’m about!!
Loyal in distributing the spoils of war equally, NO DOUBT!!

I’m a man of my word
If I say I’ll do something, I’d do it perfecting
Whether its flying… like a bird, or fighting
By the sword or quite anything absurd

COME ON!!
Is that what you’re made of Jack?
Hit the road!
That’s quite a huge load
Of bull****, what you think you can keep up? I’m your lord!!

It was me that thought you everything I suppose!!
Back when you were hiding behind closed doors
I arose
From a background of solitude

A life filled with thorns,
Stones, kept on coming my way
Cough! Cough! Is that a bone? Of course,
They all have skeletons in their closet, but mine was filled with screams & moans!!
Of all those lives that i've touched and ****ed, i’m filled with remorse,
A young Saudi dude trying to decompose
Into a model citizen carrying a rose
To all the individuals who were hurt by me although their hatred grows
Dramatically and endless with no north or south poles
I’m truly sorry, even if its one of the hardest words!!
This is how it goes
If you have a different motion, I’ll oppose!
I suppose, your perspective is clouded with old values and sleeping morals that snores
It’s pondering through your head & reaches the conclusion, “when it rains it pours‿!

All i’m trying to say
Is that I apologize if I ever was a reason that made you get up and pray
Wishing death upon me, making me feel so gray, and ashy
No matter how you’d picture me lay,
In my grave or in bits and pieces, did you get the message i’m trying to convey?
Honestly Please FORGIVE ME IF YOU MAY!!