sexydeltagirl
04-10-08, 02:20 PM
I want to be his wife (y) but he's asking for a wife....
So I'm putting it off saying it's the cost but really it's me...
I'm scared!
How am I supposed to be someones wife?
To say until the day I leave this earth I'll stand...
Besides this man through thick and thin...
To be his shoulder to cry on when the weight of of the world gives him...
A reason to scream a reason to disbelieve in himself?
I love this man, I love this man, I love this man...
But to be his wife?
To be his partner his everything, his beacon of light....
To be his nurse, his psychiatrist, his dominatrix if he's down with it...
Good Grief what a tall order!...
What a duty to be place upon me...
I'm just starting to really do me...
Without having to think about helping someone do them...
Reach their full potential with my assistance...
Follow his lead with little resistance...
Am I ready for all this?
We are playing house now that's it...
He can leave if he wants to but he's sticking with it...
I'm steady testing him giving him all I got...
I have my ways, I have my obsessions...
He knows that I'm borderline crazy with my cleaning...
He does his little part by buying styrafoam dishes..
Looking at me strangly when I start b!tchin...
Always supporting my decisions...
Either he's high on love or high on E...
Or either he's dead serious when he says he loves me...
Cause I'm showing him the real me...
No make-up, no glamour, no smoke and mirrors, no plastic...
Just Tee straight up no ad-libs...
Mixing up the weaves with the natural...
Going through body changes cause of Ortho Tri-Cyclen...
And yet at the end of the day he holds me close...
Or he comes ready to love me physically...even without foreplay...
He simply amazes me...
Others would have been gone after the third date...
Cause I wasn't given up the ass so fast anymore...
I was waiting being patient realizing I'm worth so much more...
And here he is, I believe it's him...
So if he keeps lovin, I keep fussin, and he keeps lovin...
He's giving me a reason to believe...
That I can be more this just wifey...
I can be his wife....
So I'm putting it off saying it's the cost but really it's me...
I'm scared!
How am I supposed to be someones wife?
To say until the day I leave this earth I'll stand...
Besides this man through thick and thin...
To be his shoulder to cry on when the weight of of the world gives him...
A reason to scream a reason to disbelieve in himself?
I love this man, I love this man, I love this man...
But to be his wife?
To be his partner his everything, his beacon of light....
To be his nurse, his psychiatrist, his dominatrix if he's down with it...
Good Grief what a tall order!...
What a duty to be place upon me...
I'm just starting to really do me...
Without having to think about helping someone do them...
Reach their full potential with my assistance...
Follow his lead with little resistance...
Am I ready for all this?
We are playing house now that's it...
He can leave if he wants to but he's sticking with it...
I'm steady testing him giving him all I got...
I have my ways, I have my obsessions...
He knows that I'm borderline crazy with my cleaning...
He does his little part by buying styrafoam dishes..
Looking at me strangly when I start b!tchin...
Always supporting my decisions...
Either he's high on love or high on E...
Or either he's dead serious when he says he loves me...
Cause I'm showing him the real me...
No make-up, no glamour, no smoke and mirrors, no plastic...
Just Tee straight up no ad-libs...
Mixing up the weaves with the natural...
Going through body changes cause of Ortho Tri-Cyclen...
And yet at the end of the day he holds me close...
Or he comes ready to love me physically...even without foreplay...
He simply amazes me...
Others would have been gone after the third date...
Cause I wasn't given up the ass so fast anymore...
I was waiting being patient realizing I'm worth so much more...
And here he is, I believe it's him...
So if he keeps lovin, I keep fussin, and he keeps lovin...
He's giving me a reason to believe...
That I can be more this just wifey...
I can be his wife....